Backstabbed in the Mirror

So. Hi, Ghost. After my last post about my mentally ill neighbors and their wild treatment of me, as well as my totally off-the-charts insane physical and mental reactions to their insanity, I had a profound realization about myself this evening. I am not trustworthy. Faith in other people, and other people’s faith in me, […]

The Bicycle Impostor

I recently attended my first bicycle convention. Held at Portland’s Zidell Yards, the MADE gathering showcased handmade bicycles and bicycle components from makers and artisans. As my friend S likes to point out, all bikes are handmade, but this was a showcase dedicated to the small business owner and independent craftsman, as far as I […]

The Fine Art of Micro-Adventuring

I recently watched a YouTube video by a man called Al Humphries about embracing the idea of micro-adventures. Al Humphries is a macro-adventurer. Like, we’re talking trips to the South Pole and kayaking across the Atlantic Ocean. One evening, in a tent in a remote wilderness somewhere, a friend of his made an offhand crack […]

Winter: A Homecoming

I brought Winter home today. Her ashes are in a carved box, and they were accompanied by her paw prints on a card, in ink. I put them on her little bed in the sun, with her hairbrush and favorite toy. The hairbrush still has her beautiful gray fur in it. I feel like our […]

Winter: the Aftermath

I seem to have made it past the inconsolable weeping phase. Now I just sat around my apartment for the last two days, staring at the places where Winter is so vividly etched in my memory. I see her little bed on the built-in bookshelf. I see her stretched out in the sun, making her […]

Winter: the Fallout

Warning, all ye who enter here. This is some seriously sad shit. Regarding the last post: So, I do what I do in these situations, when life throws me an absolute pile of garbage: I write about it. I write. I write immediately, and full of feeling. And in this case I posted about it […]

Winter

Walking my dog down my street in Albuquerque in the summer of 2016, I saw a small gray kitten climb up into the engine of a parked car. I took my dog home, and lured the kitten out from under the car with some food (she was very hungry). I couldn’t grab her, and she […]